.:::::UrbAn_AnGeL:::::.
i'd like to imagine all nurses have angels' wing roaming around in hospital. xD
crazy, i know.
i hate having this barrier i created for myself.
i feel the pressure and agony every time they are near.
i cant put this feeling down. why so serious? FML.
can i stop running?
from everything, from all the loves and cares from cousins and relatives and friends.
why everyone seem to fall in love so easily.
and they say falling in love... is wonderful.
i think i missed that girl i used to be 3 years back.
a love i've got, not for sale.
of all the things happened,
i chose to remain as tHAT cold, heartless girl with no emotions.
its not about competitions. it's how contented you are with what you have.
i find myself super plain.
i dont really know how to doll up myself.
just got my hair trimmed, no complains.
am so satisfied with it for just SGD$10!
PRCP starts tomorrow, officially.
plans for today.
eve of PRCP.
Plan A: (MUST DO)
shall do a body scrub,
facial mask,
eyebrow trimming,
change my bed linen,
mop the floor,
pack my room.
Plan B: (failed)
i'm going to relax.
though i planned to go town, to enjoy
to catch a movie,
to have high tea
but no one was available.
haa.
Plan C: (high possibility)
gonna find pegan and
rot at her place.
with homemade oreo cheese cake,
her house is so cosy to slack
for a lazy day.
PLAN Z: always the one in my list.
well, not forgetting
i have to save uppppp.
for a brighter future.
gotta go! tata!
anyways, out of all the plans i planned.
none were carried out.
the plan that works:
Dinner @ Keppel bay with darling Geradine.
carefree.
Labels: childhood friend., PRCP, Touring in Sg.
IT's Cuzzie-Thurs-Day of the week again.
Dinner at ThaiExpress, Jurong Point with Ting.
i had sticked noodle tom yum with fish.
felt hungier after having my meal that i finished up my own and Ting's Avocado Milkshake.
The 3 childhood friends supposed to celebrate our sweetie/cutie anniversary on 5th July.
However due to our busy schedule...
we couldnt find a common timeslot to meet up.
so enen and i met up first on 10jul to watch Ice Age 3.
I've been cracking my head and came out with
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A Pot of Loves for JiaEn
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A box of Loves for Geradine
And i received my favourite CareBear(bedtime).
Although i'm not a fan of soft toys or cartoons now but i appreciate it.
i believe it will bring me pleasant dreams every night like what enen said. :)
I'm not gonna let myself be affected by anyone.
why should i even bother to put up with their nonsense?
always follow my rule #1 - have my own principle and live with it. :)
Labels: childhood friend., cuzzie
waiting for updates on my Langkawi trip and happenings during the hols?
sorry for my lack of updates!
uh huh, the trip was fun as evident in pictures, you can view them thru my facebook.
i aint gonna type the same o' things on catching up , blah blah blah... my life's like a book. everyday's so predictable huh. i dont need to say, you probably would've guessed it.
but since i'm getting a little bored on this
lazy sunday afternoon...
so here's my little journal. (:
12-16 june: school trip to Langkawi.
arrived in singapore on 17th june 0000hrs.
wednesday through saturday were resting and chilling outs with Pegan, Vivian, Jessica and Ting @ HV.
Sunday, 21june: Attended one of the cousin's wedding dinner @ Marina Mandarin.
Monday, 22june: shopping with nerissa! adding another little black dress into my closet.
Tuesday, 23june: Brought my niece, Gisele to Sentosa together with my aunt and Pegan.
we went underwater world and dolphin lagoon.
Wednesday, 24june: Met up with my childhood friends. Dinner at Pasta de Waraku.
Thursday, 25june: caught the taking of Pelham 123 with Pegan.
Friday, 26june: caught Transformer with darryl.
Saturday, 27june: resting at home.
Sunday, today: as usual... doing laundry, cleaned my room and gonna have dinner at Vivian's place later.
i've just reformatted my lappie yesterday, thus losin all my bookmarks.
do leave down your bloglinks and i'll do the rest. :)
Labels: childhood friend., cousins., cuzzie, family, Movie
Generally, it was a great week. :)
Only that I had a bad day on the 8th april therefore my previous entry was a little negative.
Well, i received good comments from my Clinical Facilitator and a few of my patients on my last day. this is enough to keep me going. hee.
Monday: Had Curry Chicken Rice from Queensway shopping center with Jiaen after our morning shift. Hee. If you like creamy gravy, you'll love it. what's more it's only $3. :D
Tuesday: Ikea meatballs with Jiaen again after our working shift. I just love how the meatball blends into the creamy sauce. yummms~
How can we not have the cheapcheap hotdog bun @ Ikea??
Wednesday: I was on afternoon shift and my mum brewed papaya soup for me to bring to work. My FAVOURITE SOUP!! hee. so kind of my mum to prepare 爱心便当 for me throughout this 14days of attachment. I can feel her never ending love. :D
even the Healthcare assistant noticed me having prepacked food everyday from home.
Still, i was kinda cranky at work... met a few unexpected sticky situations that caught me in the middle... even the relatives doubted my profession. f-ed up totally.
had a late dinner with my classmate Aisyah. hee. She was quite upset with her assigned rooms too. and we shared our stories in the tearoom. hee. i believe
a burden shared by 2, is a burden half-ed. :)
Thursday: The last day of my attachment! Did more slacking than usual today. :)
Friday: Gone to the beach with The Cousins! a total of 10 of us met up at 9am, HarbourFront Mac. Thanks to Jason, having his internship in sentosa and get all of us in for FREE!! :D
Had fun and laughters under the sun @ tanjong beach.
Then when all of us were about to leave, it started pouring heavily. Sis and Weiling made use of the disposable picnic mat to save the boys from the toilet. hee.
Left Sentosa and we headed Safra @ Mt Faber to play bowling. After many many many persuasions i agreed to play. yeah, i'm afraid of balls. lol. Thanks everybody for teaching me. heheh. the tips from all of u really works! i manage to hit some pins tonight. great achievement of the day. hahaha! :D
This group of cousins' always very energetic and fun to be with. Dont see them all about having fun and playing only but the older siblings are very caring and always looking out for their younger siblings. very positive attitude. they looked after each other so well that no one would feel left out in the group. hehe. :)
the reason why i say they are energetic because i dropped dead once i'm home. LOL.
{more pictures will be up once i get it from weiling}Saturday: Breakfast with mum at chinatown today. :)
helped her to get some groceries back home.
Love the porridge and yu sheng from 九记粥品.
when i was younger... i always get people saying...
dont get into a relationship so soon.. good that you're single.. focus on your studies..at the age of 20 now: i'm receiving comments like...
- hey, everyone's getting paired up.. where's yours?
- arent you afraid of growing old alone?
- why you so fussy.. give people a chance lah..
aiight, i'm not driving at anything.. i just gotta confess here that its not like i dont want a boyfriend. looking around me, none fits in the bill. there's no 1 potential guy i can think of right now. LOL. maybe i'll just grow old alone. what more can i do? cant possibly grab anyone on the streets yeah?
i know this gonna continue for the next 3 years. i can foresee 5 years down the road, people gonna start getting enaged/married.
then i'll start receiving more and more negative comments.
so what if i'm gonna be alone all my life, at least i dont have any fear of having a broken family.
Labels: childhood friend., cousins.
