was reading this particular chapter in Psychology lect manual, death and dying. IMPT LECT for exam!

was wondering what will life be like after death.
personally, i have not experienced any death of my loved one, except for my dog (breed: chow chow). my parents bought this black cuddly 3mth old baby home when i was still in nursery. since then, Bevis became a part of our family. silly me, even vowed to marry him when i grow up. ok, back then i was only a 5year old kiddo. XD he's always a dear to love. tame and quiet even though he look like a "gorilla". at the age of 9, Bevis passed away due to twisted intestine. parents and i were with him at the vet clinic. i cried so terribly and made a few pets' owners in the clinic teared too. they were telling my mum that they felt our pain and comforted me. the nurse was soooo sweet, she offered me a cup of water and tissue. if i'm not wrong i grieved for almost a week and still tearing every now and then whenever i think of him. oh my, i'm starting to tear again. ): and now, my sis and bro got yoda and pablo back home. ahhh! i dont wanna think about it.

one NO-NO thing to do is to say "everything's gonna be fine". you will only get slap by them. how to be fine when your loved one passed away???

was asking bro for the pricing of a PSP this morning and he offered to lend me his PSP! haa, he told me that he only play psp while shitting in the toilet. =.= yeah, i found his psp sitting on the toilet pipe a few times. it must be infested with a lot of ecoli bacteria, gotta disinfect his psp with lotsa alcohol swabs and normal saline. (:
i'd rather be addicted to games than being online for hours not knowing what am i doing too.

met up with geradine and jiaen for a short while this afternoon.
i love the wanton mee @ Telok Blangah Height!
the mee is so QQ and most importantly, they serve with lard. my FAVE! XD





btw, i've given up on shedding off my fats. mum seem to be able to read what's on my mind constantly. she knows my every move ! so not fun lahhh. she knows im eating less and there she goes, tempting me with good food every night !

no hints during lectures. ):


taken using sihui's phone. X)

Labels: childhood friend., Life struggling., Polymate