16 days of H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!

am too sick to do any further plannings right now.
after 6 weeks of attachment, now its time to recuperate.

My consciousness, I apologise for not listening to you; damn the conscience.
overindulgence in food and entertainments.
gonna do something to avert this consequences and improve on my financial status.

i thought i've been living in a world of my own.
soon, i realized my box was all transparent and sound proof.


Lecturer : Junping, I find that you like to do things your way and ignore what other's have in mind.

Me : Oh, is it. Err, not exactly actually.

Lecturer : What do you think?

Me : Alright, nothing much. just having some thoughts of my own.

Lecturer : U're too afraid to admit or...?

Me : I'm living in denial, perhaps.

Lecturer : you are afraid to commit too. when i ask for your feedback you tend to keep to yourself. even when i asked if you got any skills to perform at work, you tend to say no.

Me : *Speechless.

i'm gonna sprinkle some love and happiness into my life. gonna spice things up a little. life's getting a little dull. least, i know im ready. (: