this post gonna be so random.

am feeling skinny now. like seriously skinny. only worked for 4weeks of attachment and i'm left with only 44kg. gosh, if this gonna continue i'll be left with bones. lol.

i so wanna adapt into this ward that i ran here and there answering almost all call bells in A side today. even my staff nurse in-charge looked surprised and she initated to talk to me. (most staff nurses dont give a fuck to student nurses or they would order us to run errands for them) .
super hardworking, never once in my posting i worked so hard. clearing all bedpans and urinals and all food trays, updating i/o charts and did some simple procedures. that lazy pca must've loved me much.

life hasnt been so hectic before. i feel exhausted.
to eat in the evenings.
to plan what to do after morning shifts.
declined a few outings due to this new fatigue.

cant go back to sleep, my bed linen's still in the dryer machine.

it seem like my life right now only left with memories of the good ol' times. lifeless shit. i miss those carefree days with tingting chilling over at holland v starbucks. i miss having green tea latte every now and then. i miss exploring s'pore snapping memories with pegan. i miss catching movies. i miss having a lot of time to waste thinkin about my future. i miss everything i missed i didnt had enuf.

be happy! its weekend again!! :D