every problem is repeating itself.

it's torturing me emotionally.

this pain is just getting plain familiar.
i'm already quite immune to it actually.
like a routine,
i've been going thru over and over again.

what our parents chose to do, we have no control over it...
i chose not to see , however .... avoidances are inevitable.

i'm avoiding..
this is so unlike me, but i am really avoiding...
i dont want any more trouble.
i had enough, seriously.