My concentration span is so short that i cant even get a single thing into my head today.
having difficulty sitting in lectures after 7weeks away from school.
sigh, i'm felt that drift with my polymates. sigh, i feel like an alien with them now.
like a non living foreign thing in class.
probably i'm just envious , lookin at them getting so excited , catching up with each other in class and during breaks
the worse part is, i'm sitting among them yet i do not feel my existence, not even a tiny weeny bit.
i'm starting to lose motivations to go school.
like how i described it, nothing but, hell.
P.S: reply to tingting's entry on,
Monday, April 20, 2009 | | 12:10:00 PM
Ting, why do you even have the thoughts to compare , envy or even probing..
you've got so much that i will never have.
-a loving boyfriend who cares so much for you.
-healthy black long hair.
-able to wear heels.
- a handful of very supportive friends
-most imptly... a perfect family!
everything is so complete for you.
Labels: i'm lonely. the worse part is. nobody to tell.