i dont think i deserves a B for this attachment.
i cant even perform a simple task well. its not only once but a lot of times by many Staffs.
i'm feeling so useless... is it really that i didnt catch their instructions well or they didnt convey their instructions clearly? i did double check with them and they said yes... but i cant give them what they want.
i hate myself for being so incompetence.
i never felt like this in any attachment before.
maybe i'm not used to working in Surgical wards.
maybe i'm expecting myself to know more things after getting bonded.
maybe i'm just giving myself too much stress.
sigh... i just want all this to end.