supposedly, getting sponsored by SGH should be a happy event to be celebrated.
but. . . i'm afraid and feeling at a loss.
basically, i've seen what's up for me from now till i graduate.
6th feb 2009 : practical test
9th feb 2009: making a decision which module to take in year 3. clinical trials or drugs?
20, 23, 24 feb 2009 : exams
13 april 2009: year 3 ( more in depth of the modules i'm weak in currently )
aug 2009 till 21 feb 2010 : Full-time working in hospital.
being a nurse is such a pain. you cant celebrate any occasion !
no CNY, no christmas, no parties, no birthdays, no weekends off, no regular sleep time, long standing hours, ...
i'm turning twenty soon, and i know what's in for me now & in future.
maybe its better that i remain a lone. relationships dont fit in my lifestyle.
i know i wont be able to commit. family and friends gonna be neglected with time
and soon, i'm gonna go unnoticed.
Labels: Exam stress.