met up with geradine today . celebrated our SWEETIE day ! teehee .
basically , after buying my bus concession , i took 8 trips of different bus around singapore today .

cut everything short , we had lunch at Ichiban , esplanade .
then geradine made her anniversary gift for her bf @ suntec .
we actually headed town to look for my shoe . yeah , but none was right for me .
so we rushed back to suntec to collect her customized gift .

initially , we wanted to slack somewhere near vivo . however its getting kind of dark so we decided to stay in vivo . we had dinner at KFC, harbour front .

finally , found a lacoste shoe which is size 6 at HF . :D hehe . thanks geradine for accompanying me to look for shoes the whole of today . thank you so much for both accompanying me and being here to listen to me . we shall go out with jiaen tmr ! ! then we can look for your bag and shorts . (:

photos taken .
no pictures of food though . hehe .










my lacoste shoe .


surprise gift for geradine .






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finally my feelings are cleared . i'm back to that single and carefree JUNPING! (:
after everything i just learnt that i dont feel for anyone .
i dont ever wanna mess with my heart again . let it sleep forever .

we have to bear the consequences of our doings .
a bastard/bitch who knows what they did was wrong and did something to change it , is he/she still considered as a bastard/bitch ?
i really wanted to like you , but i just dont feel it .
once again i let everyone down again , i cant comment much .
if you wanna hate me , just go ahead .
anyway , i'm not playing anyone's heart . if i do , i would have made you falling deeper but i dont want that to happen . i dont wanna see you falling deeper for someone who doesnt reciprocate your feelings . i have to be true and let you know how i felt .
i'm not a coward , because i dont feel anything and i admit that . rather than keeping it all to myself and continue playing with anyone's heart .
in short , love . . . . is something no one can understand .

yeah , i'm that bad that i rather stay at home or go out with my gfs then to meet any guy .
i just wanna enjoy my life being a student , a daughter and a sister to my family , a stud nurse , a gd sister to jiaen and ger , a good cousin to ting n pegan , a good niece to my aunt and uncle and a good listener to my other close friends .
tt's all i wanna be . .
my love life is in a mess , but not my friendship , family or studies . so people dont worry for me . i dont put them together . (:
yes , i might be a failure in love , but i hope people are good enough not to judge me in other aspects . (:

sorry and thank you for being understanding .