i must have caught a flu in the ward.
having slight headache and nose blocked now.
i think i'm breaking down both mentally and physically.
working shifts really tires me out.
happy as i was to take care of kids this attachment, they're really a doll to love.
was carrying this little boy coaxing him to sleep last night. he was looking all gloomy and cranky since the day of admission last wednesday.. only till yesterday i started interacting with him and today smiles and laughters comes back! heart warming to see him being happy again because his parents were not with him most of the time. love their innocence they show everything on their faces.

i felt that taking up this nursing course really changed me a lot. i've seen more to life. we handle lives which surely held more responsibilities. being the youngest in the family, i'm always the one getting pampered and protected by the elder ones. believe it or not, i have not hugged or carried any kid before.
its the first time in my life carrying a child and giving them care and attention this attachment. seriously, it wasnt that difficult to give and now to me, by giving care to people doubles my sense of fulfillments.
to see you smile again, everything's worthwhile. (:


kiss me hold me love me.
comfort me truthfully.
tell me its alright to cry out all the unhappiness inside.