feelin f f-ed up. =(
hopeless.
everything's beyond my control.
i hate this feeling.
i need somewhere to vent my anger.
='(
attachment's not that bad but i'm sick and fcked up for being kind and get all the f things from patients' relatives.
why must we put on a "mask" and always be smiling at everyone and say its ok, u can pee how many times u want. u can press call-bells and we will get you wadever u need.
i'm so dumb la. dammit.
taking vital signs every hour is making me crazy.
its so sarcastic and fake to smile and greet sisters loudly. where have all my pride and respect gone to.
student nurse is also a nurse. can you all stop bullying us?
to this particular male student nurse, u are not supposed to touch or have any body contact w/ girls, esp me. i hate having body contacts w/ guys. p.s: u gt a very f-up face.
this is not a joke, i've warn u umpteen times. its ok with my female friends to do that. but can you guys be a gentlemen and stop touching girls? dont blame me if i slap you one day. the sight of you wanna make me puke. stop talking and smsing me. i dont give a damn to you.
not like i'm very nice, always smiling, then u can take advantage of me rite. f u. at least the pca uncle only use his mouth to joke with us, there wasnt any body contacts.
and those young tiko ite in-assistant nurses, dont you ever think tt you're in the ward longer than us so it makes u our superior. you fcker better do you work. stop ordering us what to do and what not to do or you'll kiss my arse. you guys are only in-assistant, you are also considered as a junior nurse. even the staff nurses never give us orders and they are kind enough to teach us and say thank you.

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