i may not know what i want in life still,
but i'm tryin to make the best out of the things i'm doing.
i do not want to live in regrets anymore.
i will strive hard in whatever i do and take pride in everything i do.
been reading a storybook, chinese cinderella- the dragon society.
just get to finish it this afternoon. a lot of vivid descriptions in there. i teared a little when her aunt got murdered by the japanese during WWII. i somehow can feel how it was like to lose a close one. like a part of you is being severed. that kinda pain is nameless and formless.
i guess..... its my 4th book which i finished in my entire life. haA! i'm also inspired by the little girl's determinations and i think i should also live a better life.
reading can be my next hobby.
i'm working on my determinations and patience.
like what liting told me, be firm with what you want.
nobody wants a friend or partner who's unsure of what they actually want.
it gives them insecurities and you will eventually lose your loved ones.
there's no shortcuts in life.. you need to put in tonnes of effort in achieving your goals.
i'm learning to plan my time more often and make sure i spend my time usefully.
stop slacking, you could make use of that time to do something more meaningful.

catherine said that people who keeps a blog has no life. i do not agree with it totally but perhaps to a certain extend. maybe its true that you're too free so you blog. but i find blogging meaningful at times and it can give an update to your friends whom you dont get to see everyday.
well, a blog can help you keep track of your life ( for me at least) and let you pen down your thoughts. penning down your thoughts are not a very great idea either. even more when you're raging with anger. the things you type can be obnoxious and malicious.
gradually when you go back and read all in the archives you will realize how much silly things you did in the past and it can really let you LMAO.

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