hmm. let me apologise to begin with. i wanna apologise to those tt i've offended, and sorry for all my wrong doings.
its a new year! i really wanna leave all the unhappiness and bad habits behind. i've been a faggot all this while. but that doesnt mean i must be a faggot in future. i want to start afresh. i'll learn to treasure, improve myself for the better.. change for myself.
i guess i've been waitin for this new year to come. i really wanted a change but i just cant put my memories behind. now i'm taking this opportunities to forget all the bad things in the past.
(X) changing for others...
will u ever be happy with that change?
will you still change back to who u used to be if that person no longer in contact with you?
rahhhh! unleash me!

been busy after attachment. heh. was supposed to meet up with ting n her frens to zouk on fri night but was too tired to. so i slept my nite thru.
woke up on sat morning n headed school w/ darling liting to support von for her competition. then met up with darling ting to sing k on sunday.

monday.. new year's eve.. met up with shuyao to watch i am legend and shopped around then met up with adeline at bugis to have dinner, jen joined us later and we walked all the way back to m.sq again to wait for the countdown. joined sharon n her frenz to esplanade. haa!
poor sharon had the urge to go toilet at 11pm.. she queued up for....... 1 hr plus? 12.53 then walked back. watched the fireworks w/ adeline only while jen n sharon watched it at the other end. heh.

after the countdown, jen, ade n me took e train to yishun. DAMN FAR! esp for me, no sense of direction. i'm like a blind followin them around. hehe. watched the 2nd movie, le chef donno wad- a korean movie. not bad. got story line lor. ended at around 3+am then ade's bro came to fetch us back to her hse. napped for 2 hrs! n ade snapped pics. lol. thanks adeline, for giving me the blankie or i'll catch a cold. heh. was too tired to even feel the coldness. woke up at 6am, had breakfast n took train home.

hmmm..
here's my new yr resolution..1)health2)world peace, peace in my family.3)good results4)have closer bonds w/ my gfs.5)make full use of my time.hmm.. i was actually thinkin of meetin the right one. haa! but i kinda agree with someone that.. let nature take its course.. we cant force love rite..
me me me to you you you all! thanks gals... for being there for me.. letting me feel that my existence's impt to you all. i really appreciate your thots.. =) love u all!i want my life to be like fireworks.. sparkles in the darkness. spread the love and happiness!
met up with darling ting today, tues 010108.. darling.. thanks for accompanying me all these time! *luvs!*.. =))