its a dreamy day for me. didnt get to sleep the whole of last night. cough like crazy. sigh, like what liting said, she havent been seeing me well since one week before our common test. its been.... 4 to 5 weeks ady. its alternating, either flu, sore throat or cough.
i was walking like some walking zombie in the ward today. lucky got 2 other stud nurse to help me. didnt get to shower any patients today. *bad* do parameters, feed patients and managed to do one NGT feeding today. the "student CI" wanna create many difficulties for me. glad that i handled it well. keep giving excuses like "i'm not very sure, but i'll check it out and get back to you on fri." our CI le le is so much better, she's there to help us and not question us, making us having second thoughts about our answer. one of the 5 student CIs in the ward made Angie cried today. they're 5 monsters!! the CGH is the worse CI. she asked zhao yan from room 28 about room 27's case notes. no link at all! BAKA!!!! and she go and complain to our CI lele. =.=
wadever it is, i dont give a damn. i will do my part and get done with it.
sigh, just dont feel right about anything.