aight, just in e wrong mode mood today. dont feel like doing anything.
was late for class cos i cant find the venue and missed my quiz today.*sigh*
coincidentally,i was wearing lil miss late. really late. tutorial supposedly startin at 11, darling ting and i reached at 11.35am. super! basically i just went in sit down and waited for the next class. then jia en sitting in front of me, told me that i'm being scheduled for the 2nd batch clinical attachment. (my lect say nurses dont have holidays). so i thot my x'mas day is gone. sigh. felt so down that i teared. fucking stupid, i noe. but after talkin to my FON lecturer, she said its a holidae for us-student nurses. i heaved a sigh of relieve. i was happy cause i dont have to replace that off day. working 9 days instead of 10 days! anyway, why shld i feel sad or happy sial. i dont have anybody to celebrate my x'mas with anyway. -.-
maybe i'm a girl with very low self esteem. i tink, i wont be able to find my mr right with my these kinda mentality. the word, LOVE, is giving me a lot of problems. maybe its me who's thinkin too much. i felt that i'm easily affected by it. so, please dont play with me.. please dont give me false hopes if you arent serious..
i hate to be like this. always sad for nothing. arrrgggghhhh...
sorry gals, i didnt mean to be so quiet today. i just cant talk much. feeling utterly hopeless.