i'm still searchin for a short hair tt'll suit me. it seemed so IMPOSSIBLE. all i can think of is bob, concave style or slanted. maybe i'll consult the prof hairstylist to cut one for me. rebonding will only cause damage to my hair. i INSIST on not usin chemicals.
jap hairstyles require a lot of time to style, high maintenance.well, maybe i should just bun it up and let it grow. arrrgggg.. so MISSY.
i've also put on weight after my attachment. been eating sugar rolls from polar everyday during my break time. how on earth can i not put on weight. damn. gonna take only breakfast and early dinner (finish only half portion of my food every meal)
i wanna go back to 43kg! giving myself 1month to lose it. its hard to remove the fats on my face! this is a disadvantage of having a small face. sigh. my tummy's appearing too. gosh. gonna increase the amount of crunches i'm doin everynite.
i wanna be SKINNY again. i AM friggin fat now. the sight of myself now makes me wanna puke.
my def of skinny: not to the extend of having no boobs and butt.

i wanna look like this

again