aye! been very tired after my attachment. slept for 10 hrs last nite. from 7.30pm all the way to 5.30am this morning.pro uh. havent seen any stools yet. hopefully i can take it. was quite demoralized abt being a nurse. i cant transfer patients frm anywhere alone. i felt damn hopeless for the whole morning till i asked my frens. they oso cant. well, tt comforts me a lot. even so, im still thinkin if i wanna cont'd nursing as my career. do i really wanna face patients and change diapers for all my life? perhaps being a private nurse would be better? maybe private hospital nurse. hmm.. i shall decide after my 2nd sem which include the new module, pharmacy- studies of drugs. if i'm really interested in tt, i might wan to haf a change of course next wk. it depends...
this is just the beginning, i'm starting from the very very basic and gotta overcome a lot of obstacles. luckily my ward/room got 'better' patients. mostly can go to toilet and bathe. the staff nurses working todae were very friendly and helpful too.
junping, are u sure u wanna be a nurse? can u meet the expectations of being a nurse? are u sure u can handle patients and not let them fall? u sure u wanna finish all ur food and grow fat because u dont wanna faInt during attachment? u have to go for attachment(half yr) during the 3rd year. are u responsible enuf and have a clear mind of what to do before u do anything to the patient?
4days passed and i havent seen any stools yet. i ady cant take the smell of it. will i be able to clean and change diapers for the patients? can i handle??
sigh.. feeling demoralized and confused about this course. i really have to make an decision after this. maybe private hospital got lesser old folks. perhaps taking care of a young person is better than old folks. they're really weak, fragile and NAGGY! i cant stand it. feel like slapping them!! keep repeating the same old thing and complain this n that LOUDLY. my patience are running out. maybe i'm dont have the passions to touch life at all. i'm not kind hearted after all. almost scolded vulagarities in front of those noisy n disobedient one. HAHA! well, not all old folks are that unreasonable. my room one all quite 'guai guai' listen to me well too.