i felt tt i'm pathetic.. i still feel tt i'm ugly.. i will nvr be pretty like everyone.. i'm meant to be alone.. i only haf emptiness next to me.. i donno wad to do.. so confused.. shld i go for it.. i tink he's no lack of suitors.. n im just like another female friend.. we nv even share anythin in common.. i really hope to have company frm a him..