i dont feel my exsistence yet.. nothing seemed right yet.. i haf not gotten over my downs.. i just wanna be left alone still.. i cant find someone to confide in.. no trust in anyone.. lil things can get me down easily.. e same thing goes for happy times like ytd.. i get to talk to nerissa n keechen! hee.. they're really nice ppl to talk to.. n i used 150 sms-es ytd!