hmm.. life's been good.. gotten my results.. very satisfied with my sci.. ahhah.. but for eng.. erm.. ok la.. waiting for my posting results.. gee..
been busy workin n doing spring cleaning at home.. so didnt manage to come online so often..
went st james powerhouse on 14feb.. was tipsy.. hahaha! just 3 cups of vodka lime, cranberries and ribena.. i love vodka ribena.. so gassy!

well.. e selfish us didnt meet up on 14th feb`07..it's not only v-day.. but our 1 yr anniversary.. hahah.. hmm.. it's over now.. dont wanna talk abt it..
i oso dont understand y i still feel v jealous whenever e girls he used to like appears in our convo.. hmm.. i just cant accept it.. 1 year.. everything's changed.. he didnt send me home todae.. it's mostly me who's initiating to have meet ups and breakfast whenever we're free.. i needs to even ask for a surprise from him.. i donno y things turned out this way.. i donno.. it might be due to some give n take ba.. but hey.. dont take it for granted.. i will get tired one dae.. i donno..it's me or him.. i noe i'm unreasonable.. i always wan to meet up with him n get upset with him whenever he wants to meet his fren.. but.. i'm tryin hard to change.. haiz.. i'm feelin a lil' confuse here.. alright.. i noe.. he wont change even if he noes all these.. haiz.. he'll sae.. cos i wan to talk to him at night.. so he must return home early to do his things den can call me.. because he's v busy so he cant do surprise.. because he gt lots of different groups of frenz.. like pri sch frenz, sec sch frenz, gamin frenz, outside sch frenz, n it'll go on n on n on...

i tink everything lies in me.. maybe i'm not so impt now.. maybe i've lost my attraction.. maybe i'm being a lil redundant.. maybe.. maybe.. maybe..
perhaps.. i dont haf frenz at all.. i'm mostly alone.. i'm just a loner without him..

i should stop here for todae..