i'm getting discouraged, after doing so many past years papers i still make so many mistakes. i tink my knowledge is deteriorating. the more i do, the more mistakes i commit. am i stupid or wad? even after writing notes and understood every chapters i still make mistakes. why?!! argh!!

i should just admit that i am stupid. i see no point in continuing studying. i dont have the clever genes in me. i'm so envious of ppl who doesnt need to put in effort and can get A grades easily.

why am i so stupid?! should i just give up aiming a A for sci and B for eng?