went through a flight of emotions- to both extremes recently. i'm back to happy self. all thanks to PMS!!! THAT'S IT!
i'm learning to face everything with the right attitude. been through a test ytd, a tough one, the one that tested on my determinations. i find tt i could be a determined or even a harsh girl if i want to. only to find this side of me last night. yea... he did influence me somehow. i know that there's something different about myself but i just dont exactly know what is it. it's ok. i will continue discovering the different sides of me.
hang around in town today with jm. we spent most of our time sitting down and chat. managed to cheer him up. hee. felt sorry for making him feeling upset. but sometimes we just cant help it. it's not like i didnt give in. in fact we both did spared a thot for each other, just that it's not enuf. what we need is to solve it and i learnt that tolerating and bearing with it aint going to help. it will just prolong the problem and turning it from bad to worse unintentionally.
i want to be more observant to my surroundings and do things whole-heartedly.