well.. thanks to everyone for consoling.. esp him.. not in a gd form in my previous entry. sorry abt tt!
glad tt he din promise me forever. well..... happy? a short or long term? kinda lost faith in everything ady. let's set an realistic goal.
but... couldnt even get into any poly course. i'm worthless. shall resign to fate. come wad may, let it be lor. at most go ite. mum dont allow me to work. so.... i gotta starve myself to death if i dont study. arrrggghhh... i WILL NEVER RETURN TO SCH! stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! nothing could stop this pain i'm going thru. perhaps i deserve all these. is death the only way out?