well... i'm being posted to no where... i'm feeling so lost now... i dont wanna retake nor do i want to go back school... the feeling is just so un-describe-able. just dont dare to face anyone now... i'm just a sore loser..
i starts to feel inferior being with him. there's no sense of security. feels lyk we dont belong together, i reckon. i cud not ask him to stay with me, can i? dear, thanks for ur efforts in cheering me up ytd. but i just cant help feeling tt u wud leave me anytime. r we really tt settled down..? why am i feeling this...
perhaps itz true tt u shouldnt make someone everything. or u'll be left with nothing.

i guess i'm left with nothing now. m i letting go of something....?